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Tweak says, "This is where I live."

Natty (oceansangel) wrote,
@ 2007-01-12 01:04:00

Achoo?
My nose has been all stuffy and it is driving me nuts! UGH!
My skin is all dry.. I cut my finger some how.. I would really like to know how I did that one. I usually miss when I do things like that. Could it be an injury from a dream? Hm.
I did wake up one night this week feeling like I had done a major workout in my sleep.

Anyways, on the subject of dreams. Had this strange one last night. Was in some city, made a bunch of new friends. Then these people came. Werewolf hunters or something. They captured and dragged off a lot of them, the whole werewolf community was in an uproar because the people attacked them to capture when they knew they people could not transform to their werewolf forms.

So I was in some subway place, and they capture me. They are wrestling me to the ground.. And I snarl at them.. Bit through one of their hands, taking off their fingers, I curse at them and yell "I AM NOT A WEREWOLF I AM A DRAGON!!" and I break away and run off, all bloody because of the person I mutilated.
There was also someone in the dream I haven't thought of for a while. Though he'd said some pretty cruel things to me in real life "We only hung out with you because our mother made us. I was never really your friend" (which is BS because I KNOW that when he, his twin and myself hung out we had awesome times).
Can't remember exactly what was going on with him, we were going somewhere, tied into the whole werewolf huntng thing, maybe he was one of them? I know he wasn't one of the the hunters.

But yeah. Sometimes I'd love to be able to yell out in real life that I am a dragon trapped in human form. I cry and long for my wings. Sometimes when it is a beautiful sky and a lovely day or night, my eyes fill with tears as I look to the sky because I know I cannot go up there with my own power. My wings are gone. Sometimes I can feel them. Sigh.

Maybe it is just a vivid imagination that makes me feel that way, but does anyone really know all the worlds, realms, universes out there? No. I believe in reincarnation, and I believe it is possible for people to come back as worms, so why not as a dragon? I know I've had a good number of lives as a human, but I don't know the reason why.

Oh I want to fly again so damn badly. Maybe I am just too attached to this world to get back my wings and return home?Those I love and care for couldn't come with me, not all of them atleast, and I'd never see them or talk to them again.. mayeb thats why I am stuck here.

Darn my emotions.. >< Trying to make me all confused.

Now if only I could survive here in dragon shape. My friend and I joke about getting our true forms back in this world, and how much fun we could have! hehehe... IT'd be great!

Erk, 1:15, should get into my bath then get to sleep. I haven't read the play for class, but I guess I could try and download it offline before I go to sleep or in for my bath anyways..

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sidus
2007-01-12 08:39 am UTC (link)

It's possible. I find a lot of bruises on my legs lately that I have no idea how they got there. Maybe I kick around in my sleep. And if your skin is really dry, it can burst open spontaneously too.

The werewolf community was in an uproar? Heehee, that made me imagine a bunch of werewolfs marching down to the city hall with banners and leaflets. Interesting dream though. Would be fun to yell "I AM NOT A WEREWOLF! I'M A DRAGON!"

Lately I keep having dreams where I and a small group of friends are trying to survive in a hostile territory surrounded by thousands of 'people' that want to kill us. Three nights ago we were hiding in some secret underground complex from the aliens that had taken over most of the world. Two nights ago the aliens had only taken half the world and we had to infiltrate their lands to steal something from them. I remember I was using two huge pistols in that one, but at one point I ran out of ammo and I had to kill the aliens by throwing scissors and farming tools and such at them, that was messy. There were also some cute little lambs in that dream though. And then last night we were again trying to infiltrate some enemy complex, though more sneaking than fighting that time. I got to use magic powers in that dream, but only while I was in female form.

But yeah, they were all about surviving in a hostile environment surrounded by thousands of enemies. I must think the world is out to get me. They never got me in any of the dreams though, muhaha!

I'm not a dragon, so I can't really understand the need to fly. What's your friends true form?

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oceansangel
2007-01-13 07:35 am UTC (link)

I tend to get bruises by walking into things, not noticing how bad the impact was, then forget about it.
Well, they would do that if they wouldn't be captured on sight. Oh, it was fun, but the most fun was biting the persons fingers off.

... FARMING TOOLS MAKE AWESOME WEAPONS!! So, you are sort of like a spy, army guy trying to save the world? My dreams where I try to save people are usually against zombies.

A dragon as well, he is a black dragon.

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sidus
2007-01-13 08:26 am UTC (link)

Hmm, I don't walk into things though. At least not that I notice.... wait... bah =P

Fun? Biting their fingers off? Right, I'm going to take a step back now.

Farming tools make awesome weapons, mmmhmm, and you would know this how? And more like a spy, army girl, I think. Not saving the world, just trying to save myself. Bad things are almost never zombies in my dreams, those are too icky and too slow to be a real threat and too hard to kill. They're usually aliens or demons or just humans.

Oh right, they come in colors too. What color are you then?

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	oceansangel 2007-01-15 03:39 am UTC (link)
	^^;; Because I've seen far tools. A scythe and a sickle are farm tools modified, ye know.. I guess it depends on the type of zombie I'm a Silver in one of my past lives, possible Blue in a nother (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sidus 2007-01-15 10:15 am UTC (link)
	Yeah, but still they were originally farming tools, they only modified them into weapons because they didn't have real weapons like swords and spears and such. I've never seen zombies that weren't icky... You've been two dragons? Sjee, so which one would you want to be now? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	oceansangel 2007-01-16 05:57 am UTC (link)
	yeah, but a modern day farming scythe or sickle could still take your legs out. Really? I've had some in dreams that were just infected with a disease that made them lust to kill and maim and spread the infection. Not all were undead corpses. I think I have been two. But the Silver is probably the oneI'd rather be now. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

sidus
2007-01-16 10:11 am UTC (link)

In the modern day they don't use scythes and sickles anymore, modern day farming tools are combines. And those can do more than just take your legs off, they can grind them right to dust too! Ever dreamed about mowing down zombies with one of those? Not that I have, but that would be icky...

Ah, hmmm, I've seen fantasy worlds with creatures like that I suppose, I guess I just don't think of those as zombies.

Hmm, I don't know, I think blue would be prettier.

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oceansangel
2007-01-16 02:19 pm UTC (link)

Unless you have a very small crop, you're right. IT may be icky, but don't you think it would be oh so satisfying to go and run over zombies in one of those? Remember, they want you dead.
Well, anything somewhat 'brainless' of their own will, I consider zombies. Ghoul may also apply..

I just have had more memory 'flashes' of my life as a Silver. I may be confused about having been two dragons.. The blue one may have been my 'mate' in my life as a silver. I know I had children in that life

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sidus
2007-01-16 04:08 pm UTC (link)

Ew ew ew, no, not satisfying at all, just gross. *shivers*
One of the GTA games had a part where you ran over people in a combine and it'd spit out bodyparts and such, yucky.
Hmmm, strange I've never seen the Grim Reaper pictured riding a combine yet, he's always still wielding that old scythe.

I can only see zombies as rotting undead things, really.

Awwww, Natty as a silver dragon married to a blue dragon with little dragon babies, that is just too cute to picture.

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oceansangel
2007-01-17 01:59 pm UTC (link)

Doesn't seem that bad to me. I guess I'm just not bothered by the idea of having something like that happen to something trying to kill me.
Oh, but the scythe is part of his character! Besides, he does not need to use it to kill, all he has to do is touch them to extract their soul from their body.

I know someone who had a fetish for that sort of zombie.. @_@;;;;

*blush*

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sidus
2007-01-17 06:33 pm UTC (link)

Oh, I don't mind having it happen to those zombies, I just don't want to be there to witness it.

Good point. He only has the scythe as decoration! Still, if he ever got tired of walking all the time, he'd have to ride a combine.

Yesh, apparently enough people have such fetishes to even have their own magazine in England. "Girls & Corpses", if I recall.

Ofcourse if I'd actually witness that scene, I'd probably be toast ^^

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oceansangel
2007-01-19 05:43 am UTC (link)

Eh, whats wrong with a little blood, guts, and rotting flesh? The smell, maybe.. but everything else? Ehhh

True. But does he have to walk anywhere really? He has to have a way to teleport himself around the world. A combine would make a great entrance though.

Oh geeze. That is rather twisted. But there are some very disgusting things out there that people are turned on by.. (one of which involves th edigging up of a fresh female grave)

I was a gentle dragon unless threatened.

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sidus
2007-01-19 10:19 am UTC (link)

Running an army of zombies through a combine would probably involve LOTS of blood, guts, and rotting flesh. Like a field full with it, knee-deep. I really wouldn't mind avoiding such a thing.

He usually seems to teleport himself to 100 meter of where he has to be and walk the last part. Maybe it's hard to teleport accurately. And yeah, it would.

Okay, I give! Let's drop the subject before I throw up.

I'm thinking even a gentle dragon would be very protective of her babies.

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oceansangel
2007-01-20 07:06 am UTC (link)

The only thing I think that would get to me is the smell of the rotting flesh. IT isn't TOO bad, but in strong doses, it burns...

Yes, that does seem to be a problem many have with teleportation.. Though you'd think all the practice would make it easier. After all, doesn't someone die somewhere int he world every 5 seconds or something? or is it 2?

Yeah, it is really really disgusting..

If you were no threat to me or my offspring, why would I attack? It is like a dog and her puppies, she lets those she trusts near them.

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	sidus 2007-01-20 09:14 am UTC (link)
	Yes it is too bad! Maybe if I had a gas mask it'd be bearable. Oooh right, they do. There must be more of them then. You can't collect a soul in two seconds. It'd be like poof "Hi! You're dead! Float that way!" poof Totally unprofessional. The dog doesn't have to option to zap anyone she doesn't trust =P But okay, fair enough. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	oceansangel 2007-01-22 04:42 am UTC (link)
	Though human garbage in the heat of summer smells horrible too.. Not sure which I think is worse. Yes I have smelt rotting flesh recently. A few months ago.. about September or October. Yes, or maybe he can break apart into many different bodies with one consciousness in control? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sidus 2007-01-22 09:33 am UTC (link)
	Right, I think I'll be dropping this subject too now =P That would be pretty hard to control them all at once. It'd be like doing one thing with one hand and something completely different with the other hand. He'd probably get confused a lot. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	oceansangel 2007-01-22 04:07 pm UTC (link)
	Fine fine. And that is the way to explain why bad things happen to good people, or why someone dies, but comes back from the brink, and then may die again a few days later. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sidus 2007-01-22 05:05 pm UTC (link)
	Oooh you're right! That makes perfect sense! Great, death is understaffed >_> (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	oceansangel 2007-01-22 09:36 pm UTC (link)
	Of course it does!! And yes, we should apply for a job. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sidus 2007-01-22 10:20 pm UTC (link)
	Collecting souls? Sounds like a terrible job. That's probably why they let damned individuals do it in most stories =P (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	oceansangel 2007-01-23 04:29 am UTC (link)
	Still wouldn't it make the good people feel better? I mean.. if you are a sick, child who is about to die, would you rather go with a damned scary person, or a nice, friendly one? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sidus 2007-01-23 11:13 am UTC (link)
	But people usually don't like being dead! Specially if they've only just died and aren't used to the idea yet. A lot of them will probably break down and cry, or go into shock, and you as reaper will have to pull them along. Others will try to run away and then you'll have to chase them. And a lot will probably yell at you and stuff too. Not a nice job. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	oceansangel 2007-01-23 02:02 pm UTC (link)
	I guess, but usually many of those types of cases would be sudden, unexpected death. A lot of people who are terminally ill become accepting of the fact they are going to die, and would not be problematic in being taken (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sidus 2007-01-24 12:42 pm UTC (link)
	I guess. Don't you think most people die unexpected though? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	oceansangel 2007-01-24 05:04 pm UTC (link)
	The majority, yes. But there are people who have accepted their death, and just hang in there for their families. It is unexpected for the family and friends, not always the person who dies. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sidus 2007-01-25 12:29 am UTC (link)
	Sounds like they wouldn't have a very happy life :( (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	oceansangel 2007-01-25 04:55 am UTC (link)
	Once they gave in and realized they are going to die, probably not. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	(Anonymous) 2007-01-14 06:05 am UTC (link)
	I usually wake up with my pants/boxers wet when I think too much about a dream. And it aint urine or seamen so there! And bathes FTW! Oh, I think Lindsy thinks youre my lover because of my last message to you the other night was still on the screen when she came over this morning. So yeah. Lindsy thinks were FUCKING. Te He (Reply to this) (Thread)

	oceansangel 2007-01-15 04:03 am UTC (link)
	I've woken drenched in sweat before. It sucks Haha Silly girl You are my Oniisan!! (Reply to this) (Parent)