Natty (![[info]](http://www.insanejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} oceansangel) wrote,@ 2007-01-12 01:04:00 |
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Achoo?
My nose has been all stuffy and it is driving me nuts! UGH!
My skin is all dry.. I cut my finger some how.. I would really like to know how I did that one. I usually miss when I do things like that. Could it be an injury from a dream? Hm.
I did wake up one night this week feeling like I had done a major workout in my sleep.
Anyways, on the subject of dreams. Had this strange one last night. Was in some city, made a bunch of new friends. Then these people came. Werewolf hunters or something. They captured and dragged off a lot of them, the whole werewolf community was in an uproar because the people attacked them to capture when they knew they people could not transform to their werewolf forms.
So I was in some subway place, and they capture me. They are wrestling me to the ground.. And I snarl at them.. Bit through one of their hands, taking off their fingers, I curse at them and yell "I AM NOT A WEREWOLF I AM A DRAGON!!" and I break away and run off, all bloody because of the person I mutilated.
There was also someone in the dream I haven't thought of for a while. Though he'd said some pretty cruel things to me in real life "We only hung out with you because our mother made us. I was never really your friend" (which is BS because I KNOW that when he, his twin and myself hung out we had awesome times).
Can't remember exactly what was going on with him, we were going somewhere, tied into the whole werewolf huntng thing, maybe he was one of them? I know he wasn't one of the the hunters.
But yeah. Sometimes I'd love to be able to yell out in real life that I am a dragon trapped in human form. I cry and long for my wings. Sometimes when it is a beautiful sky and a lovely day or night, my eyes fill with tears as I look to the sky because I know I cannot go up there with my own power. My wings are gone. Sometimes I can feel them. Sigh.
Maybe it is just a vivid imagination that makes me feel that way, but does anyone really know all the worlds, realms, universes out there? No. I believe in reincarnation, and I believe it is possible for people to come back as worms, so why not as a dragon? I know I've had a good number of lives as a human, but I don't know the reason why.
Oh I want to fly again so damn badly. Maybe I am just too attached to this world to get back my wings and return home?Those I love and care for couldn't come with me, not all of them atleast, and I'd never see them or talk to them again.. mayeb thats why I am stuck here.
Darn my emotions.. >< Trying to make me all confused.
Now if only I could survive here in dragon shape. My friend and I joke about getting our true forms back in this world, and how much fun we could have! hehehe... IT'd be great!
Erk, 1:15, should get into my bath then get to sleep. I haven't read the play for class, but I guess I could try and download it offline before I go to sleep or in for my bath anyways..
My nose has been all stuffy and it is driving me nuts! UGH!
My skin is all dry.. I cut my finger some how.. I would really like to know how I did that one. I usually miss when I do things like that. Could it be an injury from a dream? Hm.
I did wake up one night this week feeling like I had done a major workout in my sleep.
Anyways, on the subject of dreams. Had this strange one last night. Was in some city, made a bunch of new friends. Then these people came. Werewolf hunters or something. They captured and dragged off a lot of them, the whole werewolf community was in an uproar because the people attacked them to capture when they knew they people could not transform to their werewolf forms.
So I was in some subway place, and they capture me. They are wrestling me to the ground.. And I snarl at them.. Bit through one of their hands, taking off their fingers, I curse at them and yell "I AM NOT A WEREWOLF I AM A DRAGON!!" and I break away and run off, all bloody because of the person I mutilated.
There was also someone in the dream I haven't thought of for a while. Though he'd said some pretty cruel things to me in real life "We only hung out with you because our mother made us. I was never really your friend" (which is BS because I KNOW that when he, his twin and myself hung out we had awesome times).
Can't remember exactly what was going on with him, we were going somewhere, tied into the whole werewolf huntng thing, maybe he was one of them? I know he wasn't one of the the hunters.
But yeah. Sometimes I'd love to be able to yell out in real life that I am a dragon trapped in human form. I cry and long for my wings. Sometimes when it is a beautiful sky and a lovely day or night, my eyes fill with tears as I look to the sky because I know I cannot go up there with my own power. My wings are gone. Sometimes I can feel them. Sigh.
Maybe it is just a vivid imagination that makes me feel that way, but does anyone really know all the worlds, realms, universes out there? No. I believe in reincarnation, and I believe it is possible for people to come back as worms, so why not as a dragon? I know I've had a good number of lives as a human, but I don't know the reason why.
Oh I want to fly again so damn badly. Maybe I am just too attached to this world to get back my wings and return home?Those I love and care for couldn't come with me, not all of them atleast, and I'd never see them or talk to them again.. mayeb thats why I am stuck here.
Darn my emotions.. >< Trying to make me all confused.
Now if only I could survive here in dragon shape. My friend and I joke about getting our true forms back in this world, and how much fun we could have! hehehe... IT'd be great!
Erk, 1:15, should get into my bath then get to sleep. I haven't read the play for class, but I guess I could try and download it offline before I go to sleep or in for my bath anyways..