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| Tuesday January 09 2007 at 00:04am |
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BUT I FIXED ME COMPY CLOCK ALL BY MYSELF! HURAH!!!
+1 intelligence!
Unfortunately it replaces the point I lost.. I was complaing about my printer not working, but it was working fine, just had the wrong plug plugged into the computer.. had the Web cam plugged in instead of the printer.
Haha stupid me! |
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| Monday January 08 2007 at 23:41pm |
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So I got to see Joel today! hurah!
In the time between our 6-9 classes, he came over. Why sit around the school for three hours doing.. nothing?
I get to sit with him at school for a while tomorrow too! YAY! Well, I've decided I'll hang out with him a good bit. Classes for me are from 10-11 (forgot about this until about an hour ago) and then 1-2. Not sure if me dad is home, and if Joel could come over here again in between the class and I'd be able to give him a ride back for 6..
Its just fun to be around him. WE WATCHED THE MAGIC SCHOOL BUS! ^_____^ It was hilarious. It was that one with the ferris wheel they power by other forms of energy, and use falling rocks. How bloody stupidly dangerous is that?!
And where do they get all the supplies from? why are GRADE THREE STUDENTS BUILDING A POTENTIALLY DANGEROUS RIDE!? *ahem*
Anyways, have not done ANY of my reading for my class tomorrow.. Ooops.. Shakespeare one at least, dunno nothin' about the 10-11 one. I guess I will find out tomorrow!
Ugh.. My printer is acting up..
Tried to print off another copy of my schedual.. It didnt work Glad I looked though, dunno where I put my one copy, and I couldn't remember the room.. and it is 10-12, Ooops.. XD
Ah well.. 1 hour to read.. uhm.. uhmn... Damn. Ah well. I'll figure it out. first class in a text is usually an intro to it and some back ground.
It is midnight, I best get going in for my bath then bed.
AND I NEED TO FIX THE BLASTED CLOCK! The 24-h time is pissing me off. I blame the damn Corel works shit for it being all messed up |
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| Monday January 08 2007 at 00:07am |
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So have not posted the last couple days, sorry!
Been distracted and all. Watching some music videos lately, and working on a short story. I figure if I can write and finish a short story, it might give me the kick I need to finish writing my other stories and all. Hopefully. I worked a little bit one one of them, but not a lot.
I GET TO SEE JOEL TOMORROW!!! YAY YAY YAY!!
And I am giving him his pressie at school. I feel so bad it is so late. =(
Went to some family's for dinner. Ukrainian Christmas and my moms b-day and Egon's b-day too. So yayy
Got to play a little of Civ IV, was kinda cool.
I am not used to a hand mouse, to do everything.. , ah well. I'll learn. Might buy the game when the prices come down.
Can't be up late tonight, and it is already after midnight.
Eek.
Well, I guess this will be it for today, have not really done.. anything lately. GO ME FOR BEINGLAZY!
Oh, I'vealsogained10pounds,beginningtofeellikeafattyick. |
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| First day of Classes in 2007! |
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| Thursday January 04 2007 at 11:41am |
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So yes, today is the first day of classes at my school for 2007. Got an email from the prof telling us he uploaded the poem for today.. but I thought we had to find it on our own.. LOL so I will download this version he uploaded, and read that one before I go. So why am I typing this? Procrastination I guess.. hehehe... I will have some time once I get to the school and all..I hope.. I might get to talking, so I guess I better read fast before I go!
ButI have not eaten yet.. Ah wells... I will find something to take out the door with me! I'm there for two hours.. I'll need to. |
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| Wednesday January 03 2007 at 12:30pm |
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mood:  sad music: Deliverance - Yanni
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'Twas mom's birthday today. We went out for dinner.. I ate a little too much, though my stomach isn't so bloated and full anymore.. Thankfully..
Joel called this evening, before we went out. Sigh.. Earliest I can see him is on Monday... T_T another long wait to see him. And it'll be a while after that to see him outside of school.. *sniff* I miss him. But I can wait until Monday! and I might be able to give him a ride home from school too! we are both there until around 9! but it will be his first class in that.. so.. hmm.. how will I figure out if he gets out early or not?I guess I could say "yeah, come up to where me room is at around 7:30 or so if you are out early. Or just give him me room number, and see if he wants to wait until I get out at 9.. XD
Oops didnt do my reading for class tomorrow.. ohhh well, it is on me compy.
I need to keep this short.. need to get to bed soon so I can be up for school tomorrow. I have to take the bus..Ugh...
Can ANYONE explain to me why they start this term on a fucking Thursday? A BLOODY THURSDAY!WHY?! The week is practically over, not many people go to classes on Friday's anyways.. like.. whats the point of it being a Thursday they start?
hmm.. it has not been 36 min,s o why is the dryer done? better check it out.
I wish I could see Joel tomorrow... |
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| Wednesday January 03 2007 at 02:16am |
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So um..Finally got around to fixing my journal layout! hopefully I don't mess it up.. this way it can be read and all.. without highlighting! yay!
And I can actually see it properly in Mozilla. Whoo-hoo!!
Erm.. dun really have much to say, just that Joel's book FINALLY shipped today. UGH. Hope it gets here soon. But it won't be tomorrow..For sure. Hopefully by Friday. And hopefully I can see Joel this weekend.. I miss him.
All the lovey-dovey romance stuff on TV made me miss him so much.. -_-*
So my neighbours are back. Had to go out and get more food for the kitties today though. They had totally empty bowls today, and none left there..So me mom picked up some more for me. Filled up their bowls. This way, the kitties would not go hungry, cause who wants to go to the store to buy cat food after comin' home from the Dominican republic??
I shouldn't be up this late either... Damn. Er.. Just noticed the time stamp on this is off by.. ohhh... A good long time.. There.. fixed it!!
Well marapets has been down for the last while..
Watched rest of the series Dexter.
Damn I love that man.. he is totally awesome.. awesome, awesome character.. and.. and all that blood.... hehehe
I like blood.. *giggle* hm. Maybe I'll try and figure out more of this layout stuff one day soon. Might not happen though, I'd said I wanted to clean my room today, and didn't.. oops!
Did I mention here that my mom said if Joel comes to the party we may have for her, he can spend the night, in MY room!? I'd give him the bed and make a nest on the floor and all.. but that was all @_@;;;
Would I be able to resist temptation?well with the house full o people, yeah.. I'd have to..
I'm sleepy. I should get to takin' me bath before it gets too late.. And before I start going on about things here better kept private.. ^^;;
Sigh,I miss Joel. He'll only be comin' home tomorrow, then we have school on Thursday.. I wonder what his schedule is.. I need to find that out.. I guess I can call at around 8 tomorrow and find out! He SHOULD be home by then. |
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| Sunday December 31 2006 at 01:04am |
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mood:  blah music: Does the computer fan count as "music"?
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*snicker* great title, eh?
Well, its true. Right side of my face is rather itchy. Icky. Evil little bit of acne I've still got makin me all itchy..
Oh well, I'd rather it be me face than inside me ears, which get to be VERY irritating. Especially since I cannot scratch them, as it'll spread the stuff again, making me ear all infected. Ah DAMN! The left inner ear is all itchy.. nuuu....
And it is getting late.. Can't be up 'til three AM again today.. probably why I feel icky today.
Well.. not too much happened, least what I'll ramble about here..
my head hurts, my stomach is unsettled.. I just feel kinda blah.
I shoudl get some sleep soon..
I miss me Joel. Sigh. Wish he'd be able to hang out at least once more before school and all.. but no luck..Siggh... Could've probably bullied him into hanging out, btu thats mean.. besides, he worked today and yesterday, and leave for his cottage tomorrow...And I gotta hang out with Tra for a bit...
Still, I do miss him though. I'm really smitten with him.. @_@
Time to start trying to get to bed.. |
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| Saturday December 30 2006 at 02:24am |
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So.. Not much happened today. Feel guilty though..Joel called about his gift, but I'd just ordered it today.. hadda get to the bank to pay my visa bill before I could order it online (being sold out all over Mississauga and all), so I feel I should get him something else, something small.. Just dunno what.. Thats one of the reasons I waited as well to order it. 1)Had to know which publication was best. 2) Had to pay visa bill so order would go through, 3) was trying to figure if I could order something else for him too.. but couldn't.
Ugh. I feel like a bad girlfriend. OH! I could make meself feel better by giving it to him on the 7th of January. Which is what I called "Ukrainian Christmas" when I was little.. We used to celebrate it AND the Dec 25th, but much less grand in scale.. I love the guy so much though.. I guess I was just in a bit of a funk for some reason. Been really "blah" on and off lately. Not sure why. I guess it is because the temperature won't stop changing..
I'll get him something else randomly as soon as I can. I need to. Dunno what it'll be.. but I do need a job, so once I get a job, I can go and get him something cool ^^
Well.. nothing else really happened today.. Read a lot. That was about it.. Been thinking of uploading Ninja Scroll onto me iPod.. not sure if I wanna yet though.. It is either that one, or VHD: Bloodlust.
I need to make Joel watch VHD with me and Ninja Scoll.. A few other movies too.. Will take a lil work though...
I can do it though! I will do it!
that is all I will write tonoight.. Rar. |
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| Friday December 29 2006 at 03:00am |
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Some of you are probably wondering what is up with my title. "Where did Natty go that she is back from?" might be asked.. So I guess I can tel the story of where I've been.. in mock story form (and tell my last few days and all)! yay!
So it all started on the 24th of December, my birthday. Joel came over for my birthday, which made me super happy. He got me a calendar, and some VERY nice pj's. It was my birthday/Christmas present from him.. Anyways, we spent some time hanging out until my family arrived, he helped to set up the surround sound system which we got a month or so ago and just never hooked up. It still needs to be hooked up so it is with the TV and games.. But that's for another day.. Anyways, Family arrives, and Joel is all nervous.. And shy. Aww.. But he soon relaxed.. I got some nice gifts, a video iPod. That was the start of my.. disappearance. My computer was full of all kinds of.. well crap. It wasn't letting me load iTunes onto my computer, since it requires QuickTime, which wouldn't load. Kept telling me it was either in the folder I was downloading it to (which it wasn't) and when I managed to get it to save and download "this file has either been moved or deleted since it was downloaded." Even if I clicked it right as it finished downloading.. No luck. So I decide to try and run my defragmenter, which didn't work because I didn't have enough free space for it to run. So Joel and I gave up, I was going to try later at night.. We played Cranium.. Then at about 11, everyone left, I drove Joel home. First we were in me room for a little though, he was soo tired, laying face down on me bed against my body pillow..Aww.. anyways, I took him home.Lots of people speeding. MEt some of the people who were visiting, family friends of his who came over, but he spent the day with me instead, even though he doesn't see them often... Made me feel so awesome! Anyways, I gave his mom the gift I'd wrapped for her (a candle thing with some tea lights), and said hello to everyone.. Then Joel walked me to the door, I could see he was REALLY tired. He went "I'm going to pass out" so, I told him to say goodnight to everyone and go to bed, and then went on my way after our Goodnight and goodbye. Got home, talked with me family for a lil bit (aunt and uncle and Kylo, their dog had not left yet..), then at about 12, I began to try and download iTunes and quicktime again. Still didn't work. And me like an idiot, despite being dead tired, decided to try and figure out ways to get it to work. Didn't have a clue what I was doing.. Was half asleep at the time. BAd idea to try and do things like that on the computer when you are that tired, didn't really read what I was doing.. But I saw "restore settings" (system restore was not working).. So I decided to try that.. Didn't read it all, so..Basically I accidently reformatted my computer. Amazing, eh? I never would've been able to do that awake if it was what I was intending to do.. well, maybe I would've, just would've taken some time.
So. My C Drive was totally wiped clean. Had to reinstall everything.. Lost ALL my game data. my brother helped me get some of it back, well other data, not my game data..ended up going to bed at 4 AM. It was horrible, was rather upset over my idiocy there. Yeah, from now on nothing important will b e done by my on my computer when I am not awake.
The saddest thing is, I was saving files onto CD, because I was going to clean up my computer.. and there was a smallvoice telling me to back up EVERYTHING.. did I listen, no. Why? because I am a dolt. So if I had listened, backed everything up..I would've lost nothing.
However, that might not explain why I was not able to update sooner with why I was gone.. Well..I couldn't remember my password for IJ. I kept trying all the possibilities, but none worked... And I didn't have my email all set up.. so no forgot password option for me! I only got the email up and running late late late last night, was too tired to do this.. Then I went to Tra's tonight..so yeah..
Well.. thats my story which wasn't written how I intended, but I got tired suddenly and stopped caring. heh heh..
So yeah. I was rather sad about all the lost data, but I can play games again..I am glad I did not lost my school notes though. UGH. I'd've been in tears if I had lost those .. So I backed them up like a good girl as soon as I could.Just my C drive was done, not my D drive, thankfully.
So the last few days have been lazy.. Hung out with Tara and Amanda some. Both got iPod nanos..
Only reason I got the video one is because parents got it via air miles.. so the point difference was not very big, and we had a lot of points..
Ohshoot, I need to go to the bank tomorrow,needa deposit money for my bills and all.. Blargh.. I should call Joel too tomorrow, to make sure on his new years situation. I might be alone for it.. *tear* ah well.. I',mma gunna go..so sleepy.. @_@
Hopefully this makes sense..
Oh, and don't you hate the fuzzy stuff on your teeth if you don't brush right after you eat? Ew.. |
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| Sunday December 24 2006 at 01:24am |
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mood:  anxious music: "Dream Surf" all it is is ocean waves
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Roar. Sorry, been silent for a few days now. You can all probably guess why.
Ugh. Finally got the 100 points I need at the bunny races to get the darn bent mystic blade. But I messed up with NEl and did nto realize it. Ooops. Can't get her in my party again now. Ah well, I'll be fine with 7 people in my party. Need to get Sophia leveled up eventually, I need to check if I beat Luther with her at level 1 if I get the Battle Trophy. I hope so. I can't imagine getting to that point with Fayt at that level. Icky!
And I am now 22, since it is after midnight..
I just noticed all my enteries are off by a good bit date/time wise. I wonder why. Ergh, too tired to try and figure that out.
So Joel will be over round 2 this afternoon.. Wee he gets to meet me family! yay!
I bet he is nervous! tee-hee! and we will be hooking up suround sound in the basement..
I get to open birthday gifts tomorrow
I helped wrap Christmas gifts yesterday, one of my own even. It was in a taped shut box though.. hehehe..
I decdied I might go get a job at one of those wrapping stations they sometimes have at malls. I can wrap fairly well...
I better get into bed, wanna finsih reading Eragon tonight before I get to sleep. Not much left.. I like the story, just the kid who writes it needs to work on character development and dialouge a fair bit. It is just kinda.. bad the way he does it. Not bad for his first published work though I guess..
I need to get my stories in order and worked on. Sigh, I keep re-writing stuff to it in my head, I have the beginning as it is now basically memorized. I am changing it though. Go me!!
Well, I will try to update tomorrow night, I probably will and tell how my day was and all. I usually go to sleep earlier when I am with Joel for the day.. he drains me energy some.. hehe ^^ Whcih is good, I shouldn't be up until 10 to 4AM.
weee... I am 22! HOLY SMOKES!!
all this responsibility! my mother was MARRIED before she turned 22.. Like woah? Eeekkk... I feel old.. |
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| Thursday December 21 2006 at 13:37pm |
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So, I got him as my 7th party member, meaning he is the one who comes with me all through Moonbase and the first trip to Styx, and all those places. Hehehe! He is SO pretty!
-_-* I gotta stop calling males pretty. not sure how many of them enjoy such a thing.
My internet has been acting up tonight, so I will keep this short. OR try to
Tried to get the book Joel wants today, it is frikin sold out EVERYWHERE in town. ALL publications of it too. WTF is up with that? SO! I will have hom choose the publication he wants when he is over on Sunday, and go from there. It'll be late.. but better get a good version than a crap one, right?
Also got gift for my father and brother, renwed Chapters card.. Hm. Found out I might not be able to get any money from tuition fund. Sigh, I hope we can. I should go to the back tomorrow, I can pay off 200 atleast of my bill. Which isn't TOO bad. Just hope it doesn't go up and up and up.. @_@ Will have to cancle the subscription to the whole "dragons of a crystal cave" ornament collection. Can't afford it anymore. I need to find a number to call and ask if I stop for a little bit, if I can pick up again at the set I left off at. I have no bloody clue how many sets there are either. IT WOULD BE NICE IF THEY SAID THAT! but no, of course they won't, they get more money this way.. -_-* Plus, I keep getting ones that are broken, one of them was BADLY broken. I sent it back, they chaged me for a full new set, minus half the cost of the one I sent back.like, what the hell? they say 100% satsfaction or money back. I got it in many pieces, and how the hell would I be satisfied with that?! UGH.
Well, I think my dryer stopped, so I should probably go and take care of that. Hang up all my other clothes while I am at it.. then get myself to sleep. Sleeeppppyyy
Ooh, and I might be looking after me neighbours kitties! yay!
They are so cute.. hehe..
not as cute as James though.. he has taken over as the kitty cat of me heart ><
OH! Darn.. Was gunna get him a prezzie.. I guess I can when/if I go to return something tomorrow. Actually, I should just make one. I got lots of fabric and stuff. Just need some good string or something to make it with. I could make a tie thinggie.. Blah, he'd rip it up probably with his two teeth.. hehehe
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| Wednesday December 20 2006 at 13:20pm |
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Spent some time with Joel. Showed him some of the fun videos in me game.. he enjoyed them. And they he watched me play a bunch, we did watch some TV too though.. he leaned against me while I played me game for some of the time.. *swoon*
And I get to see him Sunday.. WHICH IS MY BRITHDAY! I WILL BE 22!! I am scared.. T_T
and my keys are acting up, my fingertips are hot.. and my nose is all stuffy..
and I owe a good bit of money to the credit card company. I REAALLLLY need to look for a job come the new year.. I will pay off what I can.. but geeze, how could I spend so much money on books? Sure I re-read books over and over and over again.. but still..I wonder if my parents would give me a lil money from my tuition stuff, I mean I did spend so much on books and all, right? I should check that out tomorrow, how much more needs to be payed to school..
But with my luck, most of that money has gone to pay off the problems my brother has caused us. Sigh. It was about... But I should have SOME money left in that, even after this coming term.. I'd check it out but ROSI is down at this time of night.. -_-* nope, it is not a 24hour service.. I should make a note to myself to check in the morning..
Annnd I got Albel in my party now. Weee.. Just beat Robin Wind, and got those two BT's .. Decided to try and make a new file of them.. LOL. I will go back to working on my other file of them eventually, maybe when I can delete my brothers game crap from MY memory card.. Evil jerk.. -_-*
We're not supposed to eat on the new couches and all, I go downstairs to ask him why he left his TV and all his lights on if he is watching it downstairs..and he is on the couch, eating like a slob, and he is all evil about it, when he sits up, all this mac and cheese falls off of his upper body onto his lap, I go "see? it's all over you" and he gives me lip about it being on him not the couch.. WTF is up that kids ass? I mean my parents do their best, and he thinks they hate him because they want him to graduate fucking high school. The kid is 19 and still has not passed grade 11.
IDIOT!
Ugh, sorry, I just get so worked up over the crap he pulls. my mom won't kick him out because he refuses to stay in a shelter, can't get into an in-paitent program for rehab, and she does not wan't him on the street.
Well maybe if he lived on the street a few weeks, got his teeth knocked in and got himself ass raped, he'd be a little more pleasent to live with.
Evil. Jerk..
Sorry, I'm ranting. He has great skill in ruining my day, my parents day... Sigh. Great skill in that area indeed. If he acts up on my birthday.. I swear.. I don't know WHAT I will do. If he decides to be an ass and get yelled at on his own birthday, fine. But if he starts shit on my brithday.. that will be beyond the last straw. I already told my parents if it does not get better soon I will leave. I got nowhere to go. I can stay here and there for one night or two,.. but thats it. Maybe if I just go for a walk one night and call them from some place saying I won't be home until whenever it'll make a difference. My mom is so far gone these days with stress, I get yelled at for breaking down due to the stress Alex causes in the house. Geeze. He got me even more stressed out last week before my exams. My mother knew I was stressed, yet I still get in trouble for blowing up because of all the crap he was saying and doing..
Blames me and my parents for everything wrong in his life. Child is a frickin COWARD. Cannot take responsibility for his own life, his own actions.. it is OUR fault he turned to drugs. Because you know it is such a horrible thing to have people worry about your safety, worry about you graduating high school, making sure you have a place to live, food to eat...
Ye know he throws a fit if my parents cannot get back from work in time to give him a car to get to an appointment? he says they are doing it to get back at him. Kid needs to be in an institution he does, before I snap. I was very close to snapping last week, main thing that held me back was thoughts of Joel. Last time I got really upset over my brothers idiocy, I smacked my head against the tiled floor int he kitchen so hard I saw white lights, my head already hurt anyways, and it helped get rid of the urge to pick up the stool and smash it into the wall..
He has his good times, but.. he is such a prick so often.. Yes he is family, and you need to stick by them.. but I've put up with his crap since I was 11/12. It got really bad about 5/6 years ago.. so how long do I need to deal with it for? How much longer will I have to put up with this crap?
I don't know how much more I can take of his horrible disrespect for my parents and myself.
Maybe I should play into it. Might get myself arrested though. I could make a noose out of rope and hang it in his doorway. or just get fake blood, put it on him as he sleeps, he won't wake up or if he does, it won't really be awake.. but that'd ruin the sheets.. darn. Ah well, Maybe I'll just go "you know what, you are right. We are all out to get you, we all hate you, thats why you are still living here, so we can continue to make you suffer and fail. Thats the only reason you are still here, the fact we make your life so miserable makes up for the hell you've made this happy home become"
But I'd get in BIG trouble, because he'd run to mommy and tell on me. Bloody bastard. I get called all sorts of horrid shit by him, my mom tells me to deal with it. If I were to call him things half as bad as he calls me, I'd get yelled at. Why? because he says the same crap to my mother. He calls both of us whores, calls us illiterate..ignorant, stuff like that. He doesn't realize half the time he does not say what he thinks he is saying. Stupid kids brain is so far gone.
The killer thing is, due to these laws made to protect people, since he is over 16, we cannot talk to his doctor to make sure he is not lying to the doctor. His meds arn't working, and unless HE is the one to tell the doctor, we're stuck with it.
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| Sunday December 17 2006 at 12:42pm |
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Well, I've done it. I got myself totally hooked on Star Ocean: Till the End of Time, yet again. Sigh. I am trying to get the ending with Albel! Mmm Albel is an awesome master of the sword. And his purdy claw! Weee!! I love to play with him! I'm better with him than with Fayt, even though you spend a huge part of the game as Fayt. hehe..
So, I kept trying to beat the second battle in the simulator, Sophia kept dying, so it was Fayt versus the four bat things, each with a large amount of HP.. And kept losing. Which cost me AP with Albel.. So start over (no save point from start of game before this point, *sigh*).. So then I finally realize, "wait a minute..getting them to 0MP kills them too.." SOOO I started using Sophia, and beat them by MP killing them! Each has like 4-7 MP. She does 1-2 MP damage at a time.. hehe.. Did not want to attempt the third battle though.. Saw it once.. Ugh. No thanks.Too much MP AND HP..
Anyways.. So I'm all hooked on it again. Oops.there goes my holiday! I wonder if Joel will want to come over and watch me play XD XD
Might be a bad idea. beacuse I always go "I love youuuu!!" to the characters, or act like they are real people.. @_@ I get too involved in stuff like that.. books, games.. stuff like that.. Ugh. I was all teary-eyed at parts of this game.. IT IS A GAME! WHY WAS IT SO HEARTBREAKING?! And I'm not even passed Whipple yet!! Darn me and my attachment to characters...
My addiction calls, so off I go.
Bad entry I know..
The only interesting thing I did today was BBQ the steaks.
OH, and the new light fixtures are up in the kitchen and the "lounge". But my dad did that while I was sleeping, so meh...
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| Saturday December 16 2006 at 11:54am |
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So, my English exam was today. UGH...
So.. Much... Writing.... T_T
Can anyone remind me WHY I want to be an English major again? All exams will be like this...
My wrist, hand and forearm were sore... very very sore. So I wrapped up the essay, was rambling anyways.. I'm not going to fail, I don't think.. But I do want a decent mark.
SO NO MORE SCHOOL UNTIL THE FOURTH! YYYAAAAAAYYY
Now if only I could find the thinggies with what we're supposed to read for when for Major British Writers.. -__-**
And my perscription for my medication.. Forgot all about it until recently, completely forgotabout it, mneaning I have not taken it for a while. But I've been okay off it. I think... Hopefully doctor person won't be mad. Just been so busy. Maybe it is with my syllabus thinggie for major British writers XD They eloped and ran away from me. They could have atleast left a note or something.
So weee! It is Saturday, which means only a few more days till I can see Joel again! whooo! He works tomorrow, then Monday is the night before his last final.. so that means Tuesday is an exam, and then Wednesday.. WEEE! I WILL GET TO SEE HIM! YAAAY!
I really should find that perscription, shouldn't I? But its not like I'm doing bad off of it and all.. I mean I've made friends at school, even took part in a study group! Was REALLLLY hard to agree to go. I even accepted a ride home one day from a school friend! YAY! Which I was VERY greatful for! IT was so cold, and I didn't have overly warm stuff on and such.
People are sometimes so nice ^_^ This couple at the grocery store, with a buncha stuff saw I only had a few things, and said I could go ahead of them! Squeee! And this young doggy across the street, when on a walk with his owner, was trying to get across the street to see me.. ^__^ Puppppyy... I want one..
B ut I will make do with Joel's cat.. hehe.. I might make James a little toy for Christmas.. Joel is all "He doesn't like toys" and I went "yes he does, watch!" (this was while we were wrapping presents, don't remember how we came to talking bout kitty and toys..). I cut a piece of ribbon, and started jingling it, and James of course started to play with it.. Hehehe.. Such a sweet cat.
Did I mention how he brought home a mouse not to long ago? Alive, too. Just left it there on the floor. When it began to move, James stared then walked away. XD
And my aunt and uncle have a mouse problem. They may rent a ferret to take care of em. I did not know you could rent ferrets for mouse/rat problems. Did you?
So anyways, tried to make these candy bow things today.. Did not work. They don't taste the best either.. Maybe I'll put some outside and see if anything will eat them XD
NAhh.. I'll eat them.. Maybe mix it up with melted marshmellows or something.
I',m going to try and get Joel to make some treats with me. I will beg, plead and all that to try and get him to. I will get him to.. Oh nerts.. Melting chocolate over water might be a bit risky.. But I think he may manage it. For those who do not know, one drop of water in melting chocolate and it goes nuts, and you need to scrap it. -_-* Evil chocolate melting mechanics!
But the stuff I plan to make seems soooooo good. and chocolate filled. Mmmmmm...
And peanutbutterygoodnesstoo!Iwonderhowlongicouldkeepupwritingwithnospaces.Ugh,itsucks. Too complicated to read over. Looks like.. erm.. Well there are other words I am seeing in it.. Straaannngeeee
I'm tired.. So very tired.. I think I will try to keep this somewhat short or something. Or just babble about nothing. Well, about something, just nothing important.
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Kay, so well, maybe I should try and clean my room instead of spending the holidays gaming.. As much as I love games, the clutter of my room sometimes gets me upset. like really upset, never used to. Not like this anyways.
I should organize my bookshelf at the very least. So many goodly books. I can't wait to be able to read for pleasure! HURAH! Just read what I want, when I want, stay up until 4 AM reading...
AND I think I may ask Joel if he'd want to go to Kingston over Reading Week. Maybe overnight, maybe not. Depends on lots of things, like his work schedual and all that. And homework... Sigh. I should just leave it until after the spring exams are over and done with. Need to go on a trail ride as well..Today would've been perfect. Was a beautiful day.. But I had a bloody exam to write, right in the middle of the damned afternoon. 4-7, wtf is up with that? ON A SATURDAY NO LESS!!!
Evil, evil people setting up the times.. T_T
Ah well, I know someone who has an exam from 8-10PM.. Not on a saturday, but still bad.
Blah, bad taste in my mouth..AndI am very, very tired..Mebbe I'llgo take me bath and read in there or something..Finish Haroun and the Sea of Stories.. Which I should have had finished for today.. But oh well, I was able to get by.
oh! We had tacos for dinner, and I helped with the meat! and I shredded the cheese! YAY! I know how to make food in the kitchen! Though I like to BBQ better... but yay! I'd make a great housewife now! But only if you ignored the fact I hate cleaning and don't do it often.. XD
I kinda had a bad dream last night too..One of those emotional nightmare thinggies that just drain you emotionally. The whole dream wasn't bad though.. Don't remembertoo much of it.. Joel and I broke up, not sure on the reasons around it.. but we both were horribly miserable. Problems around. creatures of some sort happend, aliens of some sort? Don't remember. But yeah.. Joel and I got back together later in the dream, just that saddness was so aweful. I remember, well can see parts of it in my minds eye, but I cannot make sense of it.. if that makes sense itself. It's like I'm trying to read another language. I can see it, certain things I know, like in the case of the dream, the colour red..but the rest of it just makes you go "What?@_@;;;;"
I'm hoping to start writing again as well.Got parts of the stories in my head all worked out.. just need to get them out of there and onto paper. One day I should just sit outside, and write.. I was singing to myself on the way home from the chiropractor last night.. Bout the sky and the longing to fly to the tune of this song that was playing at the chiropractors office. I think I have that CD too! hehe.. Need to find it.. But yes.. Looking at the sky sometimes just makes me sad these days.. So I guess I should stop looking at it then, right?
But the same sort of sadness, like my heart is breaking, if I see artic lands.. the ice caps, the water.. the ice flows.. all that stuff.. just makes me.. sad.. brings tears to my eyes.. I had to try SO hard at Joel's last Sunday to not cry watching that polarbear movie.. T_T I'm pathetic.
I guess I should get in for my bath if I plan to have one, eh? I just hope I don't fall asleep in it or anything, that could.. well that WOULD end badly. Ugh. Wrinkly skin all soggy with water, catch a horrible chill as the water goes cold, and the possibility of drowning. Though I think I'd wake up.. even though just slipping below the surface of the water is .. amazing (it'd be better if I had gills and wouldn't die)
Yeah.. I need to get to bed soon. It is only 11:48, but I am tired.. want to try and get a better sleep pattern in my life. I really, really need to. I should also check my classes for next semester at some point...
Bleh. Night everyone. Hopefully this was not too bad to read |
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Wanted to post the last few days, but I've been fairly busy. Exam today went okay..
My study group on Wednesday didn't work out. We did a little bit of work, but not much. Ah well
I think I did okay on the exam, I hope I did. I need to do well or fail. Owie.. T_T
Ugh, I hate how my laptop by my mouse gets so damn warm it really bugs my wrist. So on the vambrace thinggie goes, and it will keep the heat away! YAY!
Cough.. Okay, so that was odd. LEts try this again, make it more of an entry.
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Sorry I have not posted over the last few days. I have been rather busy. Wednesday was my study group, which was not productive. We did little work, and the little we did was repetative and between nonsense and joke making. Blah. I hope I did well on this exam, I need to do well on it to atleast pass the course. I HOPE I did okay. I wrote for the full three hours given. Erk. I hope I wrote enough down. Did not get to finish the essay, but I think and hope I wrote enough to answer the questions asked. Oh, geeze, my compy clock just kicked itself back an hour, why does it do that? I have an hour to type up the second part of the tutorial question. I'll make this quick then.. Not that I can answer what she asked. Meanie TA asking questions that are difficult to answer in a way to get good marks.. EVIL TA! TA's usually are at the exams, she wasn't. -_-* Oh well
Tomorrow, from 4-7 I have my Childrens Lit exam. Yes, I have an exam on a Saturday from 4-7PM. UGH! IT SUCKS. Oh right, I wanted to look up past exams for that course. I will do that later. I can sleep in a little bit tomorrow. HURAH!
So yesterday I went shopping with Joel, holiday shopping and stuff. Hehe.. Then we went back to his house, he looked for wrapping paper, couldn't find it. So we did what most people would do if they thought they had no paper and had to wrap gifts, we went out to buy some! I'm wrapping his moms gift in a nice and spiffy way, his brother comes home, sees the paper we got, stats complaining to Joel about how they have some in the long box in the crawl space in the basement (Joel didn't look everywhere...) and that he was blind.. -_-* Oh wells.. I still Love me Joel. Hehe.. HE is agood guy, just does the typical male way of looking for stuff I guess. I do it too, so I guess it is young adult/teenager way of looking for things.
Why do I feel so hot? Temperature wise I think it might be my desk light giving off the heat.. That is bad, very bad if it is.. So off it goes! Yes, that will help, but now I am in the dark..O_O;;;
Ah well.. I like the dark! So nice and fuzzy. Yes, I called the dark fuzzy, that a problem? Everything looks fuzzy in the dark, or very low light.. So fuzzy it is!!
Yep..So after my exam tomorrow.. No more school worries until January 4th! Very happy. Joel has an exam on the 19th, but after that he is free too!!
AND HE CAN COME TO ME HOUSE ON ME BIRTHDAY!! SO FRICKIN HAPPY!! YAY!!!
I want me present now.. XD I know what he is getting me.. A stuffed animal! All I asked him for so yeah.'
hehehe... Anyways, I should probably get to work on that tutorial thing. I think the class info she is reffering to in her question is a day I missed in class. -_-() one of the days my clock jumped an hour behind on its own, so I missed class. Damnit. The bloody question asks us to refer to an article and talk abou tthe life IN the article..SO WHY DO I NEED TO GO INTO DETAILS OUTSIDE OF THE ARTICLE!? Sure, it is biased and all.. What article that is from a persons point of view is NOT?
Bloody thing.. I have to do it though, missed a few of these all ready when the stress of family life got really bad. UGh. Won't talk about that here though, need my mind unclouded by anger to do the question response.
And I am burning up in me face..my ears and all are REALLY hot...
*runs to open her window* I hope that will help.. I also turned on my salt rock lamp. It is a lamp carved out of a salt rock! it is cool, has a nice warm glow to it and all. ugh, my feet are getting cold. So I will end this, do the damn question, and get to bed.
Hope I pass my exam tomorrow.. UGH will be another one heavy in writing.. My arm will hurt... |
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