Natty's ramblings

Second night in a row

2007-09-19T02:46:42Z

Second night in a row he has ruined

I tried to be compromising and asked him to get what he needed from the bathroom so I could have a bath, and he gets all rude and nasty, and runs in there to prevent me from having a bath...

And again I get shit froma parent..

I hope my brother does the world a favor and kills himself or something

You who read this may think I am a horrid person for that.

Kinslaying may be a horrible sin in almost all religions, more so than murder itself.. but wishing for their death is not as bad.

ORit isn't to mehaving put up with that... piece of shit in human skin.. Ugh. I cant WAIT until he is gone. Forever. Stupid... little...

If he sprays Axe in there... HE will fucking regret it. I don't know what I will do.. But he will regret it.

If things keep going like this.. and if he keeps being an ass....

I know I have not updated in ages..

2007-09-18T03:15:12Z

But right now I am so.. fucking... annoyed..

My brother works at a gas station
At night
I hope he gets shot
and dies all alone with no one there beside him

That is all.

Sorry everyone

2007-02-13T03:59:08Z

Well sorry to everyone for not being online much. Well technically I AM online, just not here or on AIM/MSN. WoW has taken over all spare time practically. GO KAILIANNA! She's a level 23 hunter, with a level 23 pet named Simus (means feline companion in the language of the D&D Elves). Hm, it is one letter away from your name here, Sidus! =O Gasp!

yeah.. So anyways. Life with my brother is irritating the hell out of me. How many times must he be told, by myself AND my parents NOT TO SPRAY AXE BODY SPRAY IN THE HOUSE?!
I had a bit of a tantrum today as Joel was over.. he was very supportive actually. Yay :3 I am so glad I found him. Can't see why he was single either.. @_@ seems kinda strange. But then again, I am usually baffled why so many guys are single that I know... they are like.. great guys.. @_@

Anyways.. I PASSED MY DRIVERS TEST!!!

I think I mentioned I failed the first time... BUT I PASSED IT THE OTHER DAY!! ! On Friday, actually.. =D =D Which is great. Now I don't need to worry about it for a long while. I still have to renew my license in May. WTF is up with that? Money grabbing Ontario.. -_-*

Oh, and the evil lady Karla Holmoka (I think I spelt it right) is pregnant. Fucking law people didn't think at the time she did all the evil crap with Paul Bernardo that a woman was capable of doing such horrible things. I still think she kinda coerced him into doing some of the crap. Stupid woman she is.And now she is gunna have a kid.. -_-****

Not much I can do but complain though, eh?

anyways.. I will TR?Y to get back here and all that to paying attention to the world around me outside of Joel, school and WoW. My date with Joel on V-day is going to be the quest in the Deadmines. What is a better date than killing Defias in a dungeon?

.... That makes me feel like such a nerdy girl.....

Roar!

2007-01-26T05:26:58Z

So I found my glasses, they were in some blankets on my bed. Great place for 'em, no?

Anyways, this will be very short and to the point.

The TA in class gave us advice on papers, some was important, other stuff I'd heard in all my other classes. But he does not really care about secondary sources. AWESOME, since he will mark the next paper I write for that class.

I have an appointment at the ear specialist tomorrow. Hopefully I will figure out why my ears keep going bad.

Then after that, I have to be at another workshop. this one to teach me how to write a "Response" paper. Bah. Well, doctor is at 9:15, then I have the workshop at 10.. And I am usually at the office for very little time.. so it should work out. I hope.

Then I have my Canadian Drama course, which I hope I don't miss if I fall asleep in between the workshop and the class. But I guess to stay awake I can do the report, then do my readings. Oh I should figure out where int he heck the workshop is. I think it is 2150 in the CCIT building, but I am not sure. Oh well.

Thats all, I think. No wait, I've been having random pains in my sternum. Anyone have any ideas on what would cause things like that?

oceansangel @ 2007-01-25T12:18:00

2007-01-25T17:23:30Z

So I should be going to the bus right now, but I have lost my glasses...

DAMNIT!!!
I need them so I can see in class... T_T

oceansangel @ 2007-01-25T01:08:00

2007-01-25T06:22:21Z

Kinda slow day. Again I am very tired.. My head hurts tonight, I didn't get the school thing done I wanted to finish. Sigh. Lazy silly me. I HAVE to have it done by tomorrow and posted. Blargh.. I could start it tonight, and then finish it tomorrow. I don't even remember how long it is supposed to be.. 150 wordsmaybe? It is on what we learned from the workshop.. Well damnit, I didn't learn anything really new. I learned very little.. I guess it is time to BS! I am good at that stuff. Just make sure not to ramble Natty!!

The TA will be doing the lecture for Shakespeare tomorrow.. =O On Hamlet to! so this should be good!! 2 hour TA lecture, YAAY!

and I'm hungry.. Guess I didn't eat enough today.. Mebbe I'll go grab a cookie or somethin', I like cookies.. ^___^

My ears are aching again today, occasionally itchy too. I think me mother has made an appointment for me to go see the specialist doctor guy. Hope he can figure out WHY the infection keeps coming back. At least it has helped me stop needing earplugs to sleep. Sometimes I miss them, and feel like I need them when it gets noisy when I am trying to sleep.. But I am getting better at sleeping with noise! YAY!

Not much else happened to me today. My brother managed to clog a toilet again. He needs more fiber in his diet to counteract the effects of his medications.. -_-* he also leaves dishes unwashed, doesn't bother to turn on the dishwasher if it gets really full.. Leaves empty containers out on the counter instead of tossing them in recycling..
Dumb boy.

I can't wait until he leaves this house. We don't have the money for him to live here and constantly ask for money or cause problems.. Sigh.

oceansangel @ 2007-01-23T22:40:00

2007-01-24T03:46:12Z

Alright, I passed both! and I got a C in the one I was worried about! AWESOME! I was worried it'd be in the D range. C is not great, but it is better than a D or an F. Right?

sneezes

2007-01-24T03:43:54Z

Ick. Doesn't random sneezing feel good, but it is also annoying?

Anyways, so my ear is still pretty darn bad.. No fun, it is swollen shut insideor something. T_T
I HATE EAR INFECTIONS!!!And here I was being a GOOD GIRL AND NOT SCRATCHING WHEN IT WAS SO ITCHY!!!

Damn.. ear...

Anyways today was interesting.The TA for Shakespeare still didn't have the papers he was marking to hand back.. ^^;; I got mine but only because the prof marked it..hehehehe.. and the prof let us out 10 or 15 minutes early!! YAY!
So Joel came over, he worked on study notes, I did some class readings, then worked on nesting on my bed. and being all.. odd. I have been out of it lately. I was almost like a kitten, a sleepy kitten. Stretching out, pawing at something I hung above me just for that purpose... Napping a little.. being all fidgety! yay!

I might see him this weekend if he can get Sunday off of work. Hang out on Saturday or something like that, maybe go see a movie. You know, I've never really been on a 'normal' date with him. Our dates, well getting out of the house and all, have been to the zoo, the museum, the Royal Winter Fair, and the Royal Medieval Faire. Other times we go out to the mall to get what we need for gifts and whatever.. Otherwise,it is just hanging around either my place or his.

So marapets is down. Maybe I should do some of my class readings for history. Well I should atleast checkout the class page and all.. ^^;;;Right??

Anyhoo,made a milkshake for myself tonight.. I love those! I need to figure out all sorts of things to make with this new blender... ^_^
Now, just for fun, because I accidentally hit the key already...

€€€€€€€€€€€€€€€€€€€€€€€€€€€€€€€!!
Okay, now that thats over and done with.. I can get back to writing this entry.

I wonder why I can't write a 'normal' entry. I go all over the place all the time. Not overly organized or anything remotely close..

Oh. Well I remembered something I want to rant about and bitch about. The headphones I got for Christmas already stopped working. Somehow, in less than a month, the wire is already freyed near the plug of them. I have to move and twist it to get one headphone working, if I am lucky I can get both.. but I have to hold it there to make it work. I wonder if there is a warranty on them.. I have another pair I can use.. but these are small and handy, and I like them..

Oh right, I have to work on looking ata new phone possibly

better do that before I forget, and I should check my marks..*cringe*

Alrighty!

2007-01-23T04:52:31Z

So, no voice post tonight, class goes till 9 on Monday's so not tonight.. I will try to find me mic tomorrow to try and create one, and think of what to say during class tomorrow. I suppose I could read something that is for my class readings, no? I think it'd work fairly well.. But be kind of silly.

so I'm really tired tonight. Joel is stressing rather badly, making him self somewhat sick to. He forgot to print out the bibliography for his assignment, luckily we were able to get to his house to print it off. One crises averted! whoo! It is a good thing I was looking at his assignment earlier in the day and noticed it. Now, he will do what I suggested, type it up on a page after his assignments and all. That way he won't forget to print it off ever again! ^_^

I am smart, yay!

Well not really XP
Ugh, it is quarter to midnight, and I am dead tired, didn't do all the readings for history class, I NEED to do all the readings up to week four by NEXT Tuesday, so the 30th. I've read some of them, but I should re-read them all and take notes. Good notes. Blah, something I am not too good at in truth. Lectures are easy to take notes, but readings, not so easy for me.

Oh well, I should get going to take me bath, then get to bed. Class is in less than 12 hours (and I like at least 8/9 hours sleep)

Wee.. 2 hour class tomorrow.. -_-* then a 1 hour class after an hour. But I get to see Joel! YAY!

Already behind

2007-01-22T05:27:17Z

So I am already somewhat behind in my readings for school. Got distracted this weekend and didn't do them. Sigh. I did SOME of the reading, not all of it though. Blast.
Oh well. I will blame my irritable stomach!! It has been mad at me lately. So very upset. I don't know why either. Is it because I have been trying to cut out all the really bad stuff from my diet? Hope not.
Need to get healthier.

Anyways. Brothers girlfriend is staying here for a while. A week or so, something like that. The friend she is living with is away for that time so she is staying here. Not sure on the details of why she isn't staying at home, I do know that her parents treat her very badly, very bad indeed, so she can't live with them and stay safe.

I get to see my boy tomorrow, yay! And the new season of Rome seems interesting.. Squeee! Not much violence shown yet though. Sigh. No naked men yet either. Sigh.

I guess I will be looking at posting a voice clip as well soon, since Sidus did, and Cirrus will. Eep. I wonder ifthe built in mic in this works.. Hmm, if not, where my headset one is and if it still works. I sound girlie and I don't like it too much, but sigh.. Not much I can do, right?

What else is new in me life.. Hm.. I do not know.. Well iTunes does not have X-Japan tracks... WAAHHHH!! So sad about that.. I want their songs on me iPod! but their CD's are EXPENSIVE. Anyone care to spend $50+ to get me one? XD

Blargh!

Ohhh, I should get MapleStory on here again! Ugh, feel kinda silly having spent the money on it then stopping playing. But school was getting busier, and I was ignoring school 100%.. So I couldn't play so much. Plus people were missing me, so I had to talk to them.

Joel still has not gotten the Wii yet. It will probably be a long time still. Sigh. Poor boy.. I wish I could go and get one for him, I do!

I just don't have the money T_T

I also don't have the money to get him tickets to the Queen stage production thing. Phooy. the tickets are not cheap, about 100 dollars probably. Sigh. I should maybe talk to him bout it.
Or maybe they will have a sale on tickets or something.
Wait, they did, but I didn't get them then.. Stupid me. But they were still expensive, and I wasn't sure on scheduling and all that. Blast.

I should probably be quiet now, go for my bath, then try to do some of the reading. I usually had all the readings for Major British writers done last term. now I think I've only had one of two done. Well it'll be one of three tomorrow, don't think I can finish it all by tomorrow. Ah well, right now I dun care

Should really be in bed.. but...

2007-01-19T06:25:48Z

I decided to do this instead. A short entry.

School has been okay. Did well on my essay for Shakespeare, Prof marked it and I did better this year than I did with him last time I had him. Yay! We start Hamlet on Tuesday. Joy? Third time doing the play in a class. Whooo! It is a great play, but I wonder how much more I'll learn from it =P

Canadian Drama is okay.. History,need to go to the workshop tomorrow and such, then type of the position paper. Ugh. I dun wanna do that, but I have to... SIGH I also need to go photocopy the play for my Canadian Drama class before class.. Was not there when I went there today. So I really had not much of a choice, wasn't feeling well so I didn't want to hang around after class to see if it came in.

And I got a HORRIBLE chill on Tuesday night. Went to the school with Joel to hang out with him before his class, after having made him watch VHD: Bloodlust.. =P

Anyways, I get to the bus stop at around 6:13or so, the bus is supposed to come at 6:09, so i figured I'd missed that one, but there was a man at the stop, so either he missed it too, or that bus didn't show up. Next bus is at 6:19, so I wait, and wait, with all the other people waiting, and it does not come. the next bus is at 6:29, it comes a few minutes late. 6:19 bust never showed up.

So I was in the cold, for 20 minutes.. and got badly chilled..Got a minor cold, felt sick last night.. most of yesterday
Failed the test for full drivers license by 6 points stupid little things too.. Oh well Maybe I'll pass next try.

nd thats about it.. May plan a bit of a road trip with Joel for reading week, but that might not work out. Might need to wait until school is out and all =D

Well bath time then bed time..

Blah,

2007-01-15T05:16:26Z

So I tired to clean my room a few days ago, even did a little on my desk.. not that looking at my desk would show anything was done.. -_-* how I manage to make my desk so cluttered so easily.. I'll never understand.

Phooy. I guess I should do a small clean up before Joel comes over tomorrow. though not like it matters too much, right?

So, I have to go to the mall tomorrow morning (UGGHHH!!) then to the book store, then the school library. NEed to figure out my UTORid password there,and print off the play I needto read for class at 2PM that day >< If I get there at 1with Joel, and photocopy themall, I can probably read mostof the play. It wasn't online like I had hoped it was.. Damn.

I guess I am already falling behind. And I think I may need to go get my keyboard replaced soon.. the space bar doesn't always work.
Oh and I also need to order that play for next monday. will do that tomorrow...

anyways,I guess this will be it.. a nice short entry..

Achoo?

2007-01-12T06:18:47Z

My nose has been all stuffy and it is driving me nuts! UGH!
My skin is all dry.. I cut my finger some how.. I would really like to know how I did that one. I usually miss when I do things like that. Could it be an injury from a dream? Hm.
I did wake up one night this week feeling like I had done a major workout in my sleep.

Anyways, on the subject of dreams. Had this strange one last night. Was in some city, made a bunch of new friends. Then these people came. Werewolf hunters or something. They captured and dragged off a lot of them, the whole werewolf community was in an uproar because the people attacked them to capture when they knew they people could not transform to their werewolf forms.

So I was in some subway place, and they capture me. They are wrestling me to the ground.. And I snarl at them.. Bit through one of their hands, taking off their fingers, I curse at them and yell "I AM NOT A WEREWOLF I AM A DRAGON!!" and I break away and run off, all bloody because of the person I mutilated.
There was also someone in the dream I haven't thought of for a while. Though he'd said some pretty cruel things to me in real life "We only hung out with you because our mother made us. I was never really your friend" (which is BS because I KNOW that when he, his twin and myself hung out we had awesome times).
Can't remember exactly what was going on with him, we were going somewhere, tied into the whole werewolf huntng thing, maybe he was one of them? I know he wasn't one of the the hunters.

But yeah. Sometimes I'd love to be able to yell out in real life that I am a dragon trapped in human form. I cry and long for my wings. Sometimes when it is a beautiful sky and a lovely day or night, my eyes fill with tears as I look to the sky because I know I cannot go up there with my own power. My wings are gone. Sometimes I can feel them. Sigh.

Maybe it is just a vivid imagination that makes me feel that way, but does anyone really know all the worlds, realms, universes out there? No. I believe in reincarnation, and I believe it is possible for people to come back as worms, so why not as a dragon? I know I've had a good number of lives as a human, but I don't know the reason why.

Oh I want to fly again so damn badly. Maybe I am just too attached to this world to get back my wings and return home?Those I love and care for couldn't come with me, not all of them atleast, and I'd never see them or talk to them again.. mayeb thats why I am stuck here.

Darn my emotions.. >< Trying to make me all confused.

Now if only I could survive here in dragon shape. My friend and I joke about getting our true forms back in this world, and how much fun we could have! hehehe... IT'd be great!

Erk, 1:15, should get into my bath then get to sleep. I haven't read the play for class, but I guess I could try and download it offline before I go to sleep or in for my bath anyways..

Blargh

2007-01-11T06:22:27Z

How does my brother make so much noise in the shower? It amazes me. Bang, boom, STOMP
Shakes the bloody house too!

Stupid boy. -_-*

He better not be going out again

Anyways, he was not accepted into the out patient program for rehab. Bad bad bad. I don't know what he is going to do.. but he needs to do SOMETHING with his life. If he just sleeps all day and parties all night, I'll be livid. Would not be fair to myself or my parents if he got a free ride.
and burned up all the money, making inheritance when my parents pass on later in life a few bucks, meanwhile we have to sell the house.. -_-*

He's silly.

ANYWAYS

Still need to go get my UTORid thinggie worked out. I should've called Joel tonight to ask him where he went, but I think I need to go to the library. Maybe I Should go tomorrow. Ah hell, I'll go on Friday. before or after class, I dunno. I guess before makes sense. I could even do it on monday, no? In between 3-6. that way Joel can be dragged along! Whooo!!

Today was fun. The play for Canadian Drama was funny. 1830's time period.. Girl wants to go to University (of Toronto in fact XD) and cant get in because she is female.. So she dresses like a man, does SUPER and such, and then reveals to all her friends she made she is in fact a she, not a he.. and has them promise to help her make it so girls can attend university.

OW DAMNIT! WAHEVER I JUST DID HURT! OW OW OW> BLASTED SKIN PATCHES

UGH!!!!!

Anyways, two years after the play was published, women were actually allowed into university! YAY!

Some sad news to report though. My aunts sisters daughter has a brain tumor. She began to have epileptic seizures, and they scanned her, and she had a tumor. Her older brother had the exact same thing too, along with some other health problems, but they got rid of the tumor. In her case, they don't know how bad it is yet.
Last time I saw her she was slightly hung over from the night before. @_@
I wonder if what has afflicted both her and her brother is genetic. However, in her brother it was from a VERY early age it struck. Must suck for the family. Good news for them though, the eldest brother doesn't need to go overseas to the war zone anymore. they thought he'd have to, but apparently he does not have to go anymore. He just got married and his wife is 6 weeks pregnant or something like that.

So my brother is playing guitar. Smart. 1:15 AM, it goes through doors and walls. Good job lil bro, good job.

Well he justput it away, I can hear him doing it.. XD he opened his door before he did. -_-*

OH! BABY SLOTHS ARE SO FUCKING ADORABLE!!!!
OMG!! I WANT ONE!!!!

And, I should go kick me bro out of the bathroom, so I can take my bath.

Should've logged off sooner, but got to chatting with people and typing this. Darn.

SURPRISE!!!

2007-01-10T05:55:56Z

No, no surprises.. I just felt like titling this that way.

I can't remember if I mentioned this last night, did I even post last night? OH I did post last night,t he clock thing, I remember that.. But don't remember if I mentioned my paper/test I got back.

I GOT AN A- ON MY TEST!! SQUEEEE!!! GO ME! At least I think it is an A-, don't remember the whole grade scheme thing for what is A, B, C, D and F ranges.

Nix says:
Hey Natty. ^^ How are you?
Natalia says:
I'm okay, you?
Nix says:
Im good. *is sitting with hot chocolate*
Natalia says:
ohh.. I was thinking of making that
Natalia says:
then my mind was all "what if I make it with melted ice cream instead of milk..."
Natalia says:
then I had a bowl of ice cream instead
Nix says:
XD

My mental process makes me giggle. And the sad thing is,I don't TRY to be silly like that, I just am naturally. I should forget my stories that are kinda longish, and write childrens books. Maybe I can get one or two published. If George R. R. Martin can write kids books and awesome, sexually explicit at time fantasy novels... Why can't I do the same??

Ahem, so. MY day!

HIS101 looks like it may be a BLAST. Nervous about the critiquing other peoples works part.. but I think I may be able to do it. OH I need to login to the course page.
Ah well, later, after I finish this.

I should also look at logging into Facebook, the Rocky Marquette message board I go to, My Space... Been neglecting all that lately. Sigh.

Anyways, Shakespeare was alright Before class I talked to this guy I know from my intro to Medieval studies course, Will. Yep yep, he is also going into English and History! but both are majors.

Anyhoo. Saw Joel after class (YAY!) and since my dad could pick me up, we came back to me house. Hung out for a bunch, and watched Ninja Scroll. He liked it. Yay! Now I need to find my VHD Bloodlust DVD to watch with him.. even though it always makes me cry...T_T

House was bloody awesome tonight!

Thatpoor sick guy in it though! *won't go into details because she dun want to post possible spoilers*

Tried to get music using this Yahoo programs with Rogers (my ISP) but it only BOOKMARKS the song, doesn't download it. IT LIES! "get free music downloads for a month" isnt a download a hard copy of something? Bastards. Telling lies to me! I DON'T LIKE BEING LIED TO!

Anyways, should do the course thing, then get ready to get ready for bed...

Second post, sorry..

2007-01-09T05:11:49Z

BUT I FIXED ME COMPY CLOCK ALL BY MYSELF! HURAH!!!

+1 intelligence!

Unfortunately it replaces the point I lost.. I was complaing about my printer not working, but it was working fine, just had the wrong plug plugged into the computer.. had the Web cam plugged in instead of the printer.
Haha stupid me!

Yay!

2007-01-09T04:55:07Z

So I got to see Joel today! hurah!
In the time between our 6-9 classes, he came over. Why sit around the school for three hours doing.. nothing?
I get to sit with him at school for a while tomorrow too! YAY! Well, I've decided I'll hang out with him a good bit. Classes for me are from 10-11 (forgot about this until about an hour ago) and then 1-2. Not sure if me dad is home, and if Joel could come over here again in between the class and I'd be able to give him a ride back for 6..

Its just fun to be around him. WE WATCHED THE MAGIC SCHOOL BUS! ^_____^ It was hilarious. It was that one with the ferris wheel they power by other forms of energy, and use falling rocks. How bloody stupidly dangerous is that?!
And where do they get all the supplies from? why are GRADE THREE STUDENTS BUILDING A POTENTIALLY DANGEROUS RIDE!? *ahem*

Anyways, have not done ANY of my reading for my class tomorrow.. Ooops.. Shakespeare one at least, dunno nothin' about the 10-11 one. I guess I will find out tomorrow!

Ugh.. My printer is acting up..

Tried to print off another copy of my schedual.. It didnt work Glad I looked though, dunno where I put my one copy, and I couldn't remember the room.. and it is 10-12, Ooops.. XD

Ah well.. 1 hour to read.. uhm.. uhmn... Damn. Ah well. I'll figure it out. first class in a text is usually an intro to it and some back ground.

It is midnight, I best get going in for my bath then bed.

AND I NEED TO FIX THE BLASTED CLOCK! The 24-h time is pissing me off. I blame the damn Corel works shit for it being all messed up

Alright!

2007-01-08T05:15:43Z

So have not posted the last couple days, sorry!

Been distracted and all. Watching some music videos lately, and working on a short story. I figure if I can write and finish a short story, it might give me the kick I need to finish writing my other stories and all. Hopefully. I worked a little bit one one of them, but not a lot.

I GET TO SEE JOEL TOMORROW!!! YAY YAY YAY!!

And I am giving him his pressie at school. I feel so bad it is so late. =(

Went to some family's for dinner. Ukrainian Christmas and my moms b-day and Egon's b-day too. So yayy

Got to play a little of Civ IV, was kinda cool.

I am not used to a hand mouse, to do everything.. , ah well. I'll learn. Might buy the game when the prices come down.

Can't be up late tonight, and it is already after midnight.

Eek.

Well, I guess this will be it for today, have not really done.. anything lately. GO ME FOR BEINGLAZY!

Oh, I'vealsogained10pounds,beginningtofeellikeafattyick.

First day of Classes in 2007!

2007-01-04T16:48:02Z

So yes, today is the first day of classes at my school for 2007. Got an email from the prof telling us he uploaded the poem for today.. but I thought we had to find it on our own.. LOL so I will download this version he uploaded, and read that one before I go. So why am I typing this? Procrastination I guess.. hehehe... I will have some time once I get to the school and all..I hope.. I might get to talking, so I guess I better read fast before I go!

ButI have not eaten yet.. Ah wells... I will find something to take out the door with me! I'm there for two hours.. I'll need to.

Rar.

2007-01-04T05:40:31Z

'Twas mom's birthday today. We went out for dinner.. I ate a little too much, though my stomach isn't so bloated and full anymore.. Thankfully..

Joel called this evening, before we went out. Sigh.. Earliest I can see him is on Monday... T_T another long wait to see him. And it'll be a while after that to see him outside of school.. *sniff* I miss him. But I can wait until Monday! and I might be able to give him a ride home from school too! we are both there until around 9! but it will be his first class in that.. so.. hmm.. how will I figure out if he gets out early or not?I guess I could say "yeah, come up to where me room is at around 7:30 or so if you are out early. Or just give him me room number, and see if he wants to wait until I get out at 9.. XD

Oops didnt do my reading for class tomorrow.. ohhh well, it is on me compy.

I need to keep this short.. need to get to bed soon so I can be up for school tomorrow. I have to take the bus..Ugh...

Can ANYONE explain to me why they start this term on a fucking Thursday? A BLOODY THURSDAY!WHY?! The week is practically over, not many people go to classes on Friday's anyways.. like.. whats the point of it being a Thursday they start?

hmm.. it has not been 36 min,s o why is the dryer done? better check it out.

I wish I could see Joel tomorrow...

Roar!

2007-01-03T07:28:21Z

So um..Finally got around to fixing my journal layout! hopefully I don't mess it up.. this way it can be read and all.. without highlighting! yay!

And I can actually see it properly in Mozilla. Whoo-hoo!!

Erm.. dun really have much to say, just that Joel's book FINALLY shipped today. UGH. Hope it gets here soon. But it won't be tomorrow..For sure. Hopefully by Friday. And hopefully I can see Joel this weekend.. I miss him.
All the lovey-dovey romance stuff on TV made me miss him so much.. -_-*

So my neighbours are back. Had to go out and get more food for the kitties today though. They had totally empty bowls today, and none left there..So me mom picked up some more for me. Filled up their bowls. This way, the kitties would not go hungry, cause who wants to go to the store to buy cat food after comin' home from the Dominican republic??

I shouldn't be up this late either... Damn. Er.. Just noticed the time stamp on this is off by.. ohhh... A good long time.. There.. fixed it!!

Well marapets has been down for the last while..

Watched rest of the series Dexter.
Damn I love that man.. he is totally awesome.. awesome, awesome character.. and.. and all that blood.... hehehe

I like blood.. *giggle* hm. Maybe I'll try and figure out more of this layout stuff one day soon. Might not happen though, I'd said I wanted to clean my room today, and didn't.. oops!

Did I mention here that my mom said if Joel comes to the party we may have for her, he can spend the night, in MY room!? I'd give him the bed and make a nest on the floor and all.. but that was all @_@;;;
Would I be able to resist temptation?well with the house full o people, yeah.. I'd have to..
I'm sleepy. I should get to takin' me bath before it gets too late.. And before I start going on about things here better kept private.. ^^;;

Sigh,I miss Joel. He'll only be comin' home tomorrow, then we have school on Thursday.. I wonder what his schedule is.. I need to find that out.. I guess I can call at around 8 tomorrow and find out! He SHOULD be home by then.

My face is itchy.

2006-12-31T06:20:12Z

*snicker* great title, eh?

Well, its true. Right side of my face is rather itchy. Icky. Evil little bit of acne I've still got makin me all itchy..
Oh well, I'd rather it be me face than inside me ears, which get to be VERY irritating. Especially since I cannot scratch them, as it'll spread the stuff again, making me ear all infected. Ah DAMN! The left inner ear is all itchy.. nuuu....

And it is getting late.. Can't be up 'til three AM again today.. probably why I feel icky today.

Well.. not too much happened, least what I'll ramble about here..

my head hurts, my stomach is unsettled.. I just feel kinda blah.

I shoudl get some sleep soon..

I miss me Joel. Sigh. Wish he'd be able to hang out at least once more before school and all.. but no luck..Siggh... Could've probably bullied him into hanging out, btu thats mean.. besides, he worked today and yesterday, and leave for his cottage tomorrow...And I gotta hang out with Tra for a bit...

Still, I do miss him though. I'm really smitten with him.. @_@

Time to start trying to get to bed..

Bleh?

2006-12-30T07:36:45Z

So.. Not much happened today. Feel guilty though..Joel called about his gift, but I'd just ordered it today.. hadda get to the bank to pay my visa bill before I could order it online (being sold out all over Mississauga and all), so I feel I should get him something else, something small.. Just dunno what.. Thats one of the reasons I waited as well to order it. 1)Had to know which publication was best. 2) Had to pay visa bill so order would go through, 3) was trying to figure if I could order something else for him too.. but couldn't.

Ugh. I feel like a bad girlfriend. OH! I could make meself feel better by giving it to him on the 7th of January. Which is what I called "Ukrainian Christmas" when I was little.. We used to celebrate it AND the Dec 25th, but much less grand in scale.. I love the guy so much though.. I guess I was just in a bit of a funk for some reason. Been really "blah" on and off lately. Not sure why. I guess it is because the temperature won't stop changing..

I'll get him something else randomly as soon as I can. I need to. Dunno what it'll be.. but I do need a job, so once I get a job, I can go and get him something cool ^^

Well.. nothing else really happened today.. Read a lot. That was about it.. Been thinking of uploading Ninja Scroll onto me iPod.. not sure if I wanna yet though.. It is either that one, or VHD: Bloodlust.

I need to make Joel watch VHD with me and Ninja Scoll.. A few other movies too.. Will take a lil work though...

I can do it though! I will do it!

that is all I will write tonoight.. Rar.

Wee! I AM BACK!

2006-12-29T08:04:12Z

Some of you are probably wondering what is up with my title. "Where did Natty go that she is back from?" might be asked.. So I guess I can tel the story of where I've been.. in mock story form (and tell my last few days and all)! yay!

So it all started on the 24th of December, my birthday. Joel came over for my birthday, which made me super happy. He got me a calendar, and some VERY nice pj's. It was my birthday/Christmas present from him.. Anyways, we spent some time hanging out until my family arrived, he helped to set up the surround sound system which we got a month or so ago and just never hooked up. It still needs to be hooked up so it is with the TV and games.. But that's for another day.. Anyways, Family arrives, and Joel is all nervous.. And shy. Aww.. But he soon relaxed.. I got some nice gifts, a video iPod. That was the start of my.. disappearance. My computer was full of all kinds of.. well crap. It wasn't letting me load iTunes onto my computer, since it requires QuickTime, which wouldn't load. Kept telling me it was either in the folder I was downloading it to (which it wasn't) and when I managed to get it to save and download "this file has either been moved or deleted since it was downloaded." Even if I clicked it right as it finished downloading.. No luck. So I decide to try and run my defragmenter, which didn't work because I didn't have enough free space for it to run. So Joel and I gave up, I was going to try later at night.. We played Cranium.. Then at about 11, everyone left, I drove Joel home. First we were in me room for a little though, he was soo tired, laying face down on me bed against my body pillow..Aww.. anyways, I took him home.Lots of people speeding. MEt some of the people who were visiting, family friends of his who came over, but he spent the day with me instead, even though he doesn't see them often... Made me feel so awesome! Anyways, I gave his mom the gift I'd wrapped for her (a candle thing with some tea lights), and said hello to everyone.. Then Joel walked me to the door, I could see he was REALLY tired. He went "I'm going to pass out" so, I told him to say goodnight to everyone and go to bed, and then went on my way after our Goodnight and goodbye. Got home, talked with me family for a lil bit (aunt and uncle and Kylo, their dog had not left yet..), then at about 12, I began to try and download iTunes and quicktime again. Still didn't work. And me like an idiot, despite being dead tired, decided to try and figure out ways to get it to work. Didn't have a clue what I was doing.. Was half asleep at the time. BAd idea to try and do things like that on the computer when you are that tired, didn't really read what I was doing.. But I saw "restore settings" (system restore was not working).. So I decided to try that.. Didn't read it all, so..Basically I accidently reformatted my computer. Amazing, eh? I never would've been able to do that awake if it was what I was intending to do.. well, maybe I would've, just would've taken some time.

So. My C Drive was totally wiped clean. Had to reinstall everything.. Lost ALL my game data. my brother helped me get some of it back, well other data, not my game data..ended up going to bed at 4 AM. It was horrible, was rather upset over my idiocy there. Yeah, from now on nothing important will b e done by my on my computer when I am not awake.

The saddest thing is, I was saving files onto CD, because I was going to clean up my computer.. and there was a smallvoice telling me to back up EVERYTHING.. did I listen, no. Why? because I am a dolt. So if I had listened, backed everything up..I would've lost nothing.

However, that might not explain why I was not able to update sooner with why I was gone.. Well..I couldn't remember my password for IJ. I kept trying all the possibilities, but none worked... And I didn't have my email all set up.. so no forgot password option for me! I only got the email up and running late late late last night, was too tired to do this.. Then I went to Tra's tonight..so yeah..

Well.. thats my story which wasn't written how I intended, but I got tired suddenly and stopped caring. heh heh..

So yeah. I was rather sad about all the lost data, but I can play games again..I am glad I did not lost my school notes though. UGH. I'd've been in tears if I had lost those .. So I backed them up like a good girl as soon as I could.Just my C drive was done, not my D drive, thankfully.

So the last few days have been lazy.. Hung out with Tara and Amanda some. Both got iPod nanos..

Only reason I got the video one is because parents got it via air miles.. so the point difference was not very big, and we had a lot of points..

Ohshoot, I need to go to the bank tomorrow,needa deposit money for my bills and all.. Blargh.. I should call Joel too tomorrow, to make sure on his new years situation. I might be alone for it.. *tear* ah well.. I',mma gunna go..so sleepy.. @_@

Hopefully this makes sense..

Oh, and don't you hate the fuzzy stuff on your teeth if you don't brush right after you eat? Ew..

oceansangel @ 2006-12-24T01:24:00

2006-12-24T06:38:03Z

Roar. Sorry, been silent for a few days now. You can all probably guess why.
Ugh. Finally got the 100 points I need at the bunny races to get the darn bent mystic blade. But I messed up with NEl and did nto realize it. Ooops. Can't get her in my party again now. Ah well, I'll be fine with 7 people in my party. Need to get Sophia leveled up eventually, I need to check if I beat Luther with her at level 1 if I get the Battle Trophy. I hope so. I can't imagine getting to that point with Fayt at that level. Icky!

And I am now 22, since it is after midnight..

I just noticed all my enteries are off by a good bit date/time wise. I wonder why. Ergh, too tired to try and figure that out.

So Joel will be over round 2 this afternoon.. Wee he gets to meet me family! yay!

I bet he is nervous! tee-hee! and we will be hooking up suround sound in the basement..

I get to open birthday gifts tomorrow

I helped wrap Christmas gifts yesterday, one of my own even. It was in a taped shut box though.. hehehe..

I decdied I might go get a job at one of those wrapping stations they sometimes have at malls. I can wrap fairly well...

I better get into bed, wanna finsih reading Eragon tonight before I get to sleep. Not much left.. I like the story, just the kid who writes it needs to work on character development and dialouge a fair bit. It is just kinda.. bad the way he does it. Not bad for his first published work though I guess..

I need to get my stories in order and worked on. Sigh, I keep re-writing stuff to it in my head, I have the beginning as it is now basically memorized. I am changing it though. Go me!!

Well, I will try to update tomorrow night, I probably will and tell how my day was and all. I usually go to sleep earlier when I am with Joel for the day.. he drains me energy some.. hehe ^^ Whcih is good, I shouldn't be up until 10 to 4AM.

weee... I am 22! HOLY SMOKES!!

all this responsibility! my mother was MARRIED before she turned 22.. Like woah? Eeekkk... I feel old..

Natty's ramblings

Second night in a row

I know I have not updated in ages..

Sorry everyone

Roar!

oceansangel @ 2007-01-25T12:18:00

oceansangel @ 2007-01-25T01:08:00

oceansangel @ 2007-01-23T22:40:00

*sneezes*

Alrighty!

Already behind

Should really be in bed.. but...

Blah,

Achoo?

Blargh

SURPRISE!!!

Second post, sorry..

Yay!

Alright!

First day of Classes in 2007!

Rar.

Roar!

My face is itchy.

Bleh?

Wee! I AM BACK!

oceansangel @ 2006-12-24T01:24:00

sneezes